T_T

What do I do?
What should I do..


I almost give up..almost..but I know the love is there..small and petite, it's inside your heart's core, and I couldn’t reach it as I am too weak right now...i am hanging and longing to your small and petite little love..

Bunyi gitar

Oh!! Guitar!!

Inside this heart punye core, I have this feeling of owning a guitar. And now, my parents were not angry anymore if I have one.

So, let me dream about it; =)

Color? Maybe pink! love it!

Size? Of course big! But Ainatul told me to test it before I buy it. Test the sound maybe….haha.

Type? Not electrical guitar!!

Price? Well, money is not the biggest prob nowadays… but plis, 3oo below..haha!

Teacher on call? Ainatul, Diya or anyone?

Let me hear the song baby!!

Get to know me from Mateo

=(

Sorry, I marah gle. Tataw nape, maybe sebab hormone changes. (but I knoe, sifat pemarah is not me at all)

So, I’ll delete certain many words/ connotation meaning which are not appropriate to be read.

Owh! I can’t believe that still ada class which I think that it is not a H class, but more to a grammar translation method class. Serious merepek blablabla.

I felt like yelling to him “do not to teach me HAMSTER punye grammar la wei!!”. Believe me, no matter how hard you are trying to teach us and convinced us with the real but sarcastic fact, it won’t help me to get interested in learning HAMSTER. Serious, I fell like throwing the book on the LCD! Your lesson is full of ridiculous and stiff method of teaching. Actually, I don’t really agree with the fact that you said, it is not easy to score an A in HAMSTER.

 OH! Please! That’s not a correct impression you should put on us as you haven’t started anything yet about HAMSTER lesson. So, if I ada certain good thoughts about you for the next class, I will say sorry. But serious, not at this moment. 

Let me be generous, , plis do not overwhelmed the lesson with all the rules. We are not Army.

World war 2 has ended. Plis, notice that.

HAMSTER IS MY FAVOURITE PET.

ANTP

It was 11.45p.m. With normal pyjamas. I was fidgeting about searching for the old-school punye remote and press on 708 channel. When my dad saw it, he know that it wasn’t his favourite at all and I think he think that there's no use of joining me watching that programme. It is American next top model. So, no wonder he escaped to the bedroom.

Then,  I eagerly, took a fork in order to get myself “chocking’’ on some pineapple. Yaks! My tongue gets inching! Then I recook ayamas chicken. It was the leftovers ptg tadi. So, I pun masak la bendalah toh sampai hagus sket, I ta pasan coz khusyuk duk tengok American next top model toh sambil dreaming myself being one of the contestant.Lhambhat lagih!! Haha!

Then, I took another fork,  I cucuk doughnut toh sekuatnye, untill it almost fly out of the plate. Nasib i ta melatah.it has some delicious chocolate toppings on it. Awesome! But the doughnut was terrible!keras na mati. No wonder my lil sister can’t finish it up. Menyesal I marah dia td. Haha! Okay, I na tgk tv, n makan ayam neh!  Doakan I dapat jadi gemok,. Amin3….

Omelan Otak

Learning new language is not as bad as I thought before. I’ve tried to junk certain old thought of not having any good conversation when it comes to third language. Certainly, I’m wrong. It’s much more fun like this. Sit in front of my lappy, and try to listen to the cd provided by Laoshi. Then I could tell you its fun and entertaining.

  

Shall mungkin tade citer best na bagitaw, but kalau dah duduk depan laptop yang dibeli dengan duit senirik, n maybe tade asemen na bwat, shall ase dapat tulis esei bejuta2 panjangnye kot. Tapi tape, ni sebenarnye na reveal certain things which it would consider sumthink cz I’m writing in my page with my own name written on it.

CINTA

• Shall tataw na menilai erti hubungan yang erat..penuh dengan kasih dan sayang.. it’s not because I am seriously lack of love from my family, but I just do not know how to behave like a JULIET every single time I need to face him.. shall sedih, coz dia dapat someone macam shall. Shall boley jadi romantic, Only ble shall realize that the person bring something meaningful to me... and na tunggu keinsafan yang bakal tiba shall tersangatlah bodoh teramat dan sangatlah lambat macam siput bejalan kat tepi longkang after ujan turun dengan lebatnye. Ble na jadi single, memang best, tayah pikir dua tiga kali macam orang na jatohkan talak kene piker sejuta kali sebab dan akibatnye.. memang best hakikat jadi single dalam idup, tapi ble da jadi single, gatal macam keladi na bekapel.. sebut lak pasal kapel, ya ampun, maksiat berleluasa… ustad yang janggutnye panjang bejela rupenye janggut palsu … kalah bile bedepan dengan nafsu..so,salah satu cara shall na elak daripada berbuat maksiat yang mengakibatkan baby dumping and stuff, stop from being romantic yang seterusnye boleh menaikkan nafsu serakah golongan hamba allah bernama ADAM.. nape la lelaki Nampak baik, dan memang baik tapi dorang kapel?? Haha, soklan bodoh… ble da kapel,.. ape yang dorang nak sebenarnye??Let me guess those..

Pertama kononnye, na mencari kebahagiaan yang boleh ditafsirkan bagi I sebagai satu dosa besar,

kedua, da sume orang kapel, bajet I taleh ke?

Ketiga,  I insan yang layak dicintai dan ingin mencintai, (tolonk ah!!wek!)

keempat, boring idup sorang, na gak ase kapel macamane,

kelima, alah, kapel jeh, bukan kawen pom,

keenam, saje na prabih duit pinjaman yang dah tentu kene bayar balik just na bli topup,

ketujuh, I da kaya sangat, na kol bua atiy pom senang, U ape kesah??

kelapan, sume orang kapel, kalau I ta kapel, malu la weh!!

Kesembilan, kapel itu best je memanjang,

kesepuloh, korang pom ada jawapan tersendiri kan,… lu pikir la senirik…

UMMI

Y love is so hard?
it made me felt like i'm dying from inside..
LOve U ______Ummi..

=)

S
     H
           A
                  L
                        L

...Sumone made me felt beautiful...=

Rasa pertama

photographer; sepupuku yang suke amik gambar shall(riak) haha!!

model; it's me loh!!sape lagih..

S =SERONOK

I=INDAH

N=NAIF

G=GILA2

L=LUKIS

E=ERAT

Single i2 best ble

korang rase down

ble korang ingat tuhan

korang pk pasangan korang terok

ase ramai suke korang

 ble kengkawan korang pun single

best ble korang ase korang cool

malas na pk masalah

ble korang ase tamau cari masalah

ase korang nak pokai

best ble korang ase korang lebey baek

terbaik

 korang boley bwat senirik Mr Charming korang

ase korang nak freedom

ase tade orang nak sakit atiy sebab korang

 best KALAU sume yang kat atas toh benar belaka...

Hero

chumel gle kan die..

....eheh....

every move memng dah tied me up

dia ske menari n memng talented in dancing

i can't stand looking at him

...haha..

hope org toh ta marah (jgn marah taw)

i told bobo that how i wish

if i had a good one night with him

and ACTUALLY

mybe we could have simple conversation

and

we could have a romantic candle light dinner together

...how i wish..

=)

he makes me smile

                                                               love HERO JOJUM
                                                                            =D

Spent a nite with me

Gimme chance to talk with you

I'm not gonna hide what's inside my heart

I am seriously desparete wanted to know how n who u are...

Laoshi!! Ni hao ma?

Wo hen hao, ni ne?
Sonoknye blaja third language..

it's true, some people said that if your heart is zero with no other or any intention to take any language that you wish for, then, once u make decision,

that's it!!!

At first, shall na amik French (coz da janji dgn kawan na blaja french n dia pun na ajar that language)

then second, shall na plak amik Arabic, cz dia amik arabic n shall ta kesah na blaja mane2 bahasa yang baru.

third, bru tringat, mase skolah menengah, shall upenye na amik MANDARIN.. cz i got many chinese friends.. nanti da ada gambar ktaorang reunion, shall post okayh.. hihi...
i'm so happy ryte now..
and
one more thing,
....it's not bad at all...